I know, i havent one of these personal posts in awhile but i have a lot of things that has been going on lately, that I had to share and get off my mind! I hate having those deep conversations with my mom about school, work, my life. I’m currently working yet she doesn’t approve of the job, it’s a freaking photographer at the Heat games, how awesome can that be. I only make $8.50/hr but it’s a start but what kills her is that I’m not at the family office 24hrs a day killing myself. I’m the type of person that I hate staying still, I need to be active or else I’ll fall asleep or won’t take interest. Now at the office I’m bored outta my brains because i’ve been doing this for so long that I do things so fast that by 12 o’clock I’m done with everything and mind you I have to be here till 5!! Oh and top of that I don’t get paid! So basically I’m interning here -__- . Idk what to do anymore. Then she thinks that once I start nursing school which hopefully is next month, I’ll quit the job which isn’t going to happen because it’s hard as he’ll finding a job now. I kid you not, I literally spent weeks applying to every job ad. I found one and now I have to quit, that’s bs. Yeah I’ve made some bad decisions in my life, but it happened and now it’s time to move on but forgetting the past is not one of my moms strongest point. She’s one of those people that it happened years ago and shell bring it up now. Wth!! It gets frustrating at times. :( well I guess till next time. Wish me luck!